Was the worst day ever
Friday never looked so bad
I laughed
I didn't cry
I felt like I was going to throw up though
I don't know
Today is one of those days where you don't want to care about anybody or anything
I wanna curl up in a ball and not exist
I have to give up what I love
And I don't want to
But life gives up choices
And I'll make the one that I know is going to fuck myself over
But this time, I'm aware of the consequences
I'm so sorry, everyone who has to put up with me
I just Wish I wasn't so bitter and lackluster
I feel numbness
I want to be loved
